I did good

After last week and being told we had been declined funding for IVF i was so upset, i didn't know how to take it. In the end i couldn't get mad at anyone but myself, it was only my weight that was the problem so i decided i was going to knuckle down and do my weight watcher properly.

Well......

That went fine Friday and Saturday till about 4pm when i got really upset watching a movie and so i reached for the ice cream, i ended up eating a whole tub which worked out to be around 12 points worth of ice cream (i only have 33 a day). Then i was back on track on Sunday till about the same time when I'm sure they were putting movies on TV that was going to make me sad so i ate another tub of ice cream. so in 2 days i had eaten 24 points just in ice cream, i felt sick, not from eating the ice cream but from the fact i had to be weighed on the Monday and i would have no other excuse as to why i was putting on weight other than i have like, zero will power. but i went Monday morning and helped set up and was showed what i have to do (i am helping out now as there are quite a few people in the group so i watched what they were doing then went to be weighed, and i will say this now i was waiting for it to say i had put on at least 2 lbs, but i didn't, i had lost....yes that's right i lost 3.5lbs!!!!!!! I was in shock. That makes me 13st 13.5lbs which means i now need to lose just over 7 lbs to be back under 30 BMI and can send off the forms again.

I'm hoping this week will be another good week.

After i shared a big ice cream sundae with my mom today SSSSHHHHH!!!!!!!!