Well AF started creeping in Wednesday morning so i got my moon cup at the ready, it was all ok until i was shopping Thursday morning, i had to go to the ladies and realised my cup was leaking, i thought i was maybe that it wasn't in properly but it was it just ended up that full that it some how leaked, for the rest of the day i wore a pad too, which sort of defeated the object of getting the cup as i didn't want to use pads and tampons anymore. But since then i have just had to abandon the cup, and make sure i visit the toilet VERY often, i mean in all the time i went through not having a period in like 6 months, never have i bled so much, i feel like i am hemorrhaging and i feel really weak and hungry which i don't know if it has anything to do with it but its not fun. I was talking with my mom and she said i am never happy when i had no periods i wanted them so that i could feel 'normal' now i am having all my missed ones in one i don't want them, i know my mom was joking but it is right, but i don't to not have one but i don't want it like this either, i can barely do anything just in case i make a mess.
It is just over a week into lent and i have been doing good so far, i haven't cheated, the only thing i have been having is tortillas wraps, but as it has no yeast i think it should be ok, its not a bread as such so i think I'm good. other than that i have nothing else at the moment.
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Shame man! That sounds horrible! Hope it gets better soon.
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