dear baby

Dear future baby of mine. There isnt a day that goes by that i do not think about you, even though you are not even conceived yet i always think of the type of baby you will be, what you hair will be like and your smell, i cant wait for the time when you show me you are there on that tiny little stick to the time when you wriggle around inside to that very first time i look into your eyes and see that all this was worth every pill and every tear, the time when you say your first words to when you take your first steps all these i cannot wait for but for now just that first sign from you and i will be in awe, until that time comes xxx