Is so unfair.

Its so not fair, for the past 3 and a half years i have been working my but off to sort out my fertility and more than 3 months ago the doctors decided they were going to test the MRs sperm, so we take the sample to the hospital hand it to a hospital worker like we were told to do, so when we go to the next appointment and were told that the results would have gone to the MRs GP so we tried to track them down with no luck, well my appointment was today, last week i rang up saying that the GP couldn't find the results so we would need to re do them, at the appointment today i was told they got in contact with the lab and there was not any record of it being tested!!!! i cant believe these people who are paid to work couldn't even put a little bit of sample under a microscope and test it, i was so upset by hearing this, but then the doctor said until we get the results we cant carry on with any more treatment, this means at least another unmedicated cycle or more all because of someones incompetency. then to make it a little bit worse the doctor showed me my results from the day 21 progesterone tests and every other time i had them done it was between 0.2 and 1.3 but this time it was at 8.8 which it has never been so it shows that the clomid was working, not enough but with a higher dosage it would, but no we are not allowed. so the doctor and the nurse who was in the room were so sorry but it wasn't their fault, so we have to take another test which should be Monday then take it to the hospital where i am going to explain that the last time it wasn't checked and i would like the name of the person i was handing it too and then they would be the ones responsible for getting it tested, if there are no tests done on it again i will look into a serious complaint as this is out of order, i pay my national insurance and expect to have the tests and treatment that i deserve, not for some dole dossing, dirty little tramp who wants more kids to get more benefits because they cant afford their new TV from brighthouse, no me who has only been out of work 9 months in total since leaving college and i think i have paid plenty into getting what i want. if i get more problems i will look into private insurance that way i will be paying more so i should get what i want when i want it and the tests should be done when they are paid for not wen they can be bothered, as the woman who i gave the sample to the last time obviously had something WAY more important that she couldn't walk into the back and pass the sample onto the lab technician, because their lives are a hell of a lot more important than mine, and these people are probably the ones who decide that they want to abort babies because it is an inconvenience to them. well all of this got way to much for me and i actually had a breakdown in the bus stop after the appointment, i mean full on tears and people in passing cars noticing, but i really couldn't help it, i had been so positive lately that my treatment would be going well and would be getting more pills and maybe even getting to the point where i could announce i was at least 3 months pregnant at Christmas or soon after but i really don't think that will happen anymore.