Sample.....Sent.....

Well today we did the sample and took it to the hospital, (i say we i mean the MR did the sample and we took it lol.) we made sure we got the name of the lady we handed the sample to but when we explained that the last one wasn't dealt with she was really nice and said she would take it straight to the back and get it tested right away, that made me feel a little bit better.

I did have a breakdown this week, i got the date for my next appointment and even though they said they would see me in a month the appointment isn't until 14th October, which is 2 months, i just got so irritated, so the MR decided we should go to the cinema to see cats and dogs 2 so we went on Wednesday morning as it was orange Wednesdays, and i couldn't control myself, the cinema was full and we were the only people who didn't have kids, i had to try so hard to stop myself from crying, on the way back all we saw were these girls who obviously have never had a job and have all these kids with different men and no current dads and it just made me feel like crap, i managed to control myself until i got to work then i just couldn't hold it in anymore, i just had to cry, i ended up telling people i had a migraine so that i didn't have to explain myself, it wasn't until i was told a joke that i finally felt a little better. i felt so bad because i think i was not being the very nice to the MR.